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Why I question my prayers

IMG_0061I have been thinking a lot about prayer recently.  In particular, I have been contemplating the interesting dynamic found within, where the one in prayer is to be both bold and humble.  We are bold in the manner in which we rush the gates of heaven with our petitions, cries, and sobs; we are humble in our acceptance that God’s will is sometimes unknowable, or even contrary to our own.  It’s this combination which makes prayer powerful yet sometimes frustrating.

As I thought of this dynamic, it occurred to me that this combination of boldness and humility isn’t that popular today.  After all, we like knowing what we are able to do in order to procure our desired results:  Put coins into the machine and get our favourite snacks; ours card into the ATM and receive the cash desired, why should prayer be any different?  In an ‘all about me’ world it’s easy to think this way – and of course when things don’t go our way we mask the need for humility under statements of ‘prayer doesn’t work’ or ‘I’m just doing it wrong.’

What does it mean to have both boldness and humility in prayer?  What does it mean to be confident in prayer’s power, but also questioning in our own understanding of all things heavenly?

This post started as an article, but ended as a poem – perhaps because I have been listening to a lot of Spoken Word poetry recently.  But whatever the reason, it is available below as a video.  Keep in mind that this is the first ever spoken word poem that I have performed, not to mention written so please be nice!

For reference, Psalm 62:9, Isaiah 40:8; Isaiah 55:9; James 4:13; Revelation 1:8 and the Lord’s Prayer informed the crafting of this poem.

Kyle Norman

About Kyle Norman

I am a Priest in the Diocese of Calgary, serving the wonderful people of Holy Cross, Calgary. I watch reality television, I drink Starbucks coffee, and I read celebrity gossip columns. I am also a magician and often use magic tricks to teach the children at church the lessons of the Bible. I believe that God is present in the intricacy of our lives, and thus I believe that Pop Culture can provide intriguing lessons, examples, and challenges for our lives of faith.

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5 Responses to Why I question my prayers

  1. Thank you! This was an answer to a prayer I had.

  2. Wow, this is powerful and speaks to my heart and faith. Thank you!!

  3. Thank you. Your poem is an answer to my “prayers”

  4. Both beautiful and powerful thank you.

  5. Kyle Norman

    Wow! I didn’t expect that his would be so well received. Thank you Susan, and Susanna, and Susan and . . . Lee (can you change your name to Susan?) for you words of appreciation. I am glad the poem spoke to you.

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